Please forgive mePlease forgive me if I put up wallsPlease forgive me by Lauryn120
or if you discover cuts on my thighs
I'm not used to someone caring
so please know I'm still in isolation
Please forgive me for blocking you out
for cutting and hating my flesh
I'm not use to this kind of love
so please know I'm a little lost.
Dear Dad 1Dear Dad,Dear Dad 1 by Lauryn120
I hate how I’ve already forgotten your voice. Yes, in my dreams I hear you, but it doesn’t sound right. My memory of you has faded into this black space where you barely exist. Yes, at night that one memory I can’t forget appears, but it seems more like a nightmare than a reality.
But I know that it was a reality, wasn’t it Dad? It was something terrible, something real. Even something you don’t remember because you were drunk on you bud light bottle. You were being controlled by your precious alcohol that was much more important than me.
Now, you’ve left me with a broken heart that leaks with the torture you’ve put me through. You’ve left me with a long scar down the middle of my heart where you tore my heart in two.
And you know what, it’s barely stitched together.