Lauryn120

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Please forgive me by Lauryn120, literature

Dear Dad 1 by Lauryn120, literature

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Dear Dad 1

Dear Dad, I hate how I’ve already forgotten your voice. Yes, in my dreams I hear you, but it doesn’t sound right. My memory of you has faded into this black space where you barely exist. Yes, at night that one memory I can’t forget appears, but it seems more like a nightmare than a reality. But I know that it was a reality, wasn’t it Dad? It was something terrible, something real. Even something you don’t remember because you were drunk on you bud light bottle. You were being controlled by your precious alcohol that was much more important than me. Now, you’ve left me with a broken heart that leaks w

when will it end by Lauryn120, literature

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Blink of an Eye by Lauryn120, literature

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Blink of an Eye

Sometimes I wonder where the time has gone. Just yesterday I was three years old. Filled with silly hopes and dreams. Blinded from the bad of the world. Then in a blink of an eye my world shattered at the fragile and tender age of eight my daddy turned out to be evil and I had no one to go to about the pain Now as I sit here I'n fourteen years old feeling alone with knowledge of possible healing but it seems so far fetched I am already at a weakened state. Is there any hope?

(Shakespearean Sonnet) by Lauryn120, literature

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(Shakespearean Sonnet)

Pain lingers in the corners of my heart Dark thoughts invade the center of my mind My soul has been broken into glass parts I’m stuck in between where good and bad twine These are things you would never guess from me Thoughts and feelings you would never expect But the truth is that I truly do bleed And my mental state is a big defect The point is that you don’t see the real me All I reveal is fake smiles and laughter You don’t even realize you’re the key To open my mind to a new chapter. I’m not the person that you think I am The truth is that my mind’s a traffic jam

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 20
United States
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I am 17.
I love looking at art.
I love writing.
I love reading.
I love my fiance.
Its simple as that.

Favourite Movies

Soul Surfer

Favourite TV Shows

Law and order: SVU

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Demi Lovato, Britt Nicole, Sidewalk Prophets

Favourite Books

crank, burned, identical, glass

Favourite Writers

ellen hopkins, v.c. andrews

Favourite Games

basketball

Favourite Gaming Platform

basketball

Other Interests

poetry, art, music

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Lauryn120

Mar 15, 2016

I'm engaged!!!!!!

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Lauryn120

Mar 13, 2016

Nothing Compares

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Nothing compares to his smoldering eyes The way they look into my own eyes and soul Every time my heart flutters even faster for them because I've never had another heart besides my own Nothing compares to his little half smile the one he gives while he's deep within me I've never felt such a sense of intimacy as I do when I hear his rhythmic heart beat Nothing compares to those strong arms that hold me Hold me in the night when the fear takes over I've never felt as safe and protected by someone as I do under my Baby's covers Nothing compares to his gentle, yet, tough heart The one that gets worried and afraid but also the one

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Lauryn120

Mar 2, 2013

heartbeat.

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my heartbeat is beating faster than it should im stuck in a world that beats me to peices my veins are withholding the poison in which you injected i know only time will tell if im healed yet i will stand up and fight for myself i will fight until theres nothing left to win this battle agwinst the devil